This blog is about Aled and Lewis (a new name to add to my blog) and the incident on Thursday.
Lewis was looking for me at lunchtime, and I was told that he had a 'joke' to tell me. He found me at the end of lunch, as I was about to go into my form room. I went over to Lewis and Aled, and their 'joke' was for Aled (now is a good point to mention that I've liked him for almost three years now.) to jump into Lewis' arms and shout at me that 'He was taken by Lewis.' At the time, I thought that it was fine and they were just having a laugh with me.
Then in our French lesson (they sat behind me and Keren) Aled was talking to me, and I told him tat his joke wasn't very funny. He told me that his joke wasn't supposed to be funny, and he was rubbing in the fact that 'I couldn't have him'. Well, to be honest, this really really upset me, partly because he could be true, and partly because Lewis had gone along with it (it was his idea I think) when he knows exactly how I feel about Aled, and how much I liked him. I spent the rest of French and History almost in tears because I couldn't believe that Lewis would do that to me, because we're quite good friends and the fact that Aled could be that far up his own ass!!
I guess that I'm just lucky to have friends like Cerys, Keren and Nia who told me that I was too good for Aled and that he was basically a waste of space, but the thing is I can't stop liking him even though he's constantly a dick to me! It really annoys me that I can't stop thinkig about him.
Later that night, Lewis apologised to me on Facebook.
Him: hi look i am really truly sorry and i just ment it as a joke i didnt want you to get upset or anythin because i am a fckin stupid twat and your a really good friend to me so plz just know im sorry
Me: i can forgive you, what hurt me was the fact that you know exactly how i feel about Aled, and i couldnt believe you did that :( when Aled repeated the fact that i didnt have a chance with him it made me feel like i wasnt good enough :(
i'm just glad that i have friends like cerys, keren and nia who made me feel more like a person and not just the dirt on his shoe.
Him: ok im gunna speak to you as a boy now and not as a friend, you are wayy to good for Aled ok, look tom is a complete wanker and your funny, kind and pretty, dude you can find someone better
To be honest, I almost cried! Nobody has ever said anything like that to me before, and it really made me feel so much better :D. We're all friends now (Aled, Lewis and I) but I'm kind of wondering how long it'll last before I end up falling out with Aled again, which I really don't want to do :(....
