Feels Like Revenge

Well, I figure Cerys finally knows how I feel! She spent the whole day being a depressed weirdo, and when asked what was wrong, she either said she felt ill, but she told one of them that she thought we didn't like her anymore, and that Anna wasn't talking to her. Well, I'm glad she now knows exactly how she was making me feel. Anna wasn't talking to her, because Cerys embarrased her in front of HP Sauce.

Also, my english teacher decided to move me so that I sit right in front of the white board, and next to Bethany and Lorna. Bethany doesn't say anything, and Lorna stares at me all the time. What. A. Bitch. ¬.¬

Lola

Well, this girl is almost my entire life :) she's always there to catch me when I fall (which tends to be a lot), and she never complains :S she's there when I feel the need to claim back my social life by jumping out of the car, and turning up at her house :) that was a good day!
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So Yeah...

Before assembly this morning, Mr Evans asked me to see him in his office. I took Lucy with me to see him, partly because she hadn't done her Textiles homework, and partly to show support :). Basically all he said was that he'd get Miss Mathias to talk to all of the year 9 girls in assembly tomorrow, so hopefully Cerys will get the freaking message!

At lunchtime, it was all going smoothly, then she went off in a weird mood, and told Sian that she was going to leave the group so that i could hang around with the 'guys'. Not saying that this wasn't a good idea, but she really is being a total arsehole. I never said for her to go away, and she didn't have to completly over-react like that. Also, I think that Sian has been gossiping to her behind my back, as she has a rather large mouth (no offence). Sian hasn't realised that none of them actually like her, apart from maybe Cerys, so we're all pretty annoyed that she decided to come back after falling out with Sadie.

And then for some reason, Lucy got all upset at the end of lunchtime, and she stormed off with her bag and her coat! :( but she was totally fine in art and science, so she got over what ever upset her pretty quickly! <3 her

Disbelief

Urghh...
Signed into Facebook today, and checked my mail. We (about 6 of us) have a long group mail, and we talk about anything and everything.
Well, Cerys's mum has told her that she should be a model. Urgh. She was going on about how she went into town with some friends, and this boy was staring at her arse, then she basically went on to say that she was fat, and had poofy hair. She isn't fat, and her hair is flat.
Not being funny, but that made me feel like shit.

Little Things Cause Big Problems

Had some problems with 'the gang' recently, there are (was) eight of us, but then Sian joined us because she fell out with someone else (Sadie). Now that she's here, I'm being pushed out. Again. This all happened last year, and I was one of the last to go, but this time, I'm first, to be followed by Lauren.

I'm really not going to take it, they are only trying to get rid of people so that there is an 'even number' of them. I bet I'm first because they say I am easy to pick on, because I get wound up really easily. I actually did the sensible thing today, and walked away. KABOOM! Gone. :D Could've smacked Cerys, but I thought better of it :)

I was talking to Lucy (if you're reading this, I love you, you're a star xD) and she walked over, she saw me standing there, and almost deliberately stood in front of me, and started talking to Lucy, interrupting our conversation! I stood there and said "That wasn't rude at all. And arre you even listening to me? Of course not, you don't care." Only Keren was even listening to me! Well, that totally pushed it. We'd argued before, but this was taking the biscuit! I just don't see why it should be me who apologises, every single time. So, I caused a huge fuss (as you do) then simply walked away, with Lauren.

Apparently, they were worried about me, but I really don't know, because all that anyone asked me was "Do you hate me?". The next half of lunch was better though, as I spent it with 'Aled' and 'Peter' (code names) :) they always find a way to make me smile :)

It went a bit downhill in english, at the start. Everybody kept asking me if I was ok, and I upset Lucy at lunchtime, by telling her to go away, but i only told her to do that because I know that she'll be happier hanging round with Cerys. So basically, I went to the toilet, with Keren and Lola (to cry, not pee!!) and everything was nicer when we went back into class, because I get to sit near Aled, and he was being so nice to me :)

Science was fun, a cover lesson, so laughs all round! I think it helped that Sian and Cerys weren't there!

I was driving home with my Mum, as you do, and we drove past Lucy, so i had a spontaneous moment, and went to her house :) walking with Dan cheered me up, he's funny and a huge flirt! Cheeky bugger pinched my bum! Haha, second time that day ;)

So yeah, a meh day! xD
Thank you Sophie, for getting me to do this!